Body dysmorphic disorder: 

• A psychiatric disorder characterized by excessive preoccupation with imagined defects in physical appearance.
•  People with body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) are obsessed by the idea that some part of their body — their hair, nose, skin, hips, whatever — is ugly or deformed, when in truth it looks normal.
•  BDD may focus on moles, freckles, acne, minor scars, facial or body hair, or the size and shape of their breasts or genitalia. 
• People with BDD may spend an excess of time looking in the mirror, be forever fixing their hair, or wear heavy makeup or sunglasses inside as a form of camouflage.
• They may make multiple medical visits or have surgical procedures to correct the imagined defect. 
• Treatment of BDD may involve cognitive behavioral therapy or medications, usually those used in obsessive-compulsive disorder to which BDD may be related. 
• BDD is also called somatoform disorder, dysmorphophobia.

Anorectic Eyes. By Kevin VanDeWalker

My name is Anorexia will you be friends with me?
I'll set you free and be your destiny. 

Have you no shame, who will you blame?
I am here to help you escape all of your pain.
Whenever you need to change your present emotion.
Just call on me and I'll be your obsessive compulsion.

I am a parasite that slowly eats away at your soul.
I'm your other half that keeps you from being whole.
I'll keep you alive, when you feel mostly half-dead.
Let me grow inside you and I'll live in your head.

I am a maker of rules.
I only want to play with fools.Let's play my game and
I'll be your prison of pain.

It is so easy to enter without a doubt,
But once you are in, It will be hard to get out. 

Food is bad and food is no good.
Food isn't food and you are no good.
Less is more...isn't that true?
Listen to me, now would I lie to you?

My power comes from the word confusion.
I'll give you a glimpse beyond your illusion.
Danger is no stranger; I'll be your false sense of security.
Safe as a condom, I'll screw you if you feel safe with me.

It is all about the pain and feeling your self-hate.
It is self-love that I fear, a flame that cremates.
I can't live in a heart full of self-love.
I need to feed on self-hate, like a cold hand needs a glove.

Starvation is simple...as simple as can be.
Eating is hard...as hard as impossibility.
The way to win is to feel empty, as empty as can be
Because loosing is winning, isn't that a crazy irony?I am not a monster or a demon in control.
I am something you created and I am part of your soul.
Anorectic eyes and a poker face.
Disappear inside without a single trace.There is a secret chamber in my heart and my mind.
I keep it safe in a hidden place where you'll never find.

I live in a maze with all crazy rules.
I am in control; April fools.
I lost the key that unlocks the door.
Is there another way out, I'm not so sure?

I heard about recovery can this be true?
No, it is all a big lie, would I lie to you?
When people tell you what they think you should do.
Say, "It is My Body, you can't tell me what to do!"

Here is the truth, don't listen to lies.
You can live forever with Anorectic eyes.
They didn't hear you cry or hear any screams.
Come back to me in your dark sacred dreams.

You are so thin and the end is so near.
Hurry and go tell your friends to lend you an ear...
Say, I am wonderful and that they have nothing to fear.I will live forever and you'll never die.

Isn't the truth so beautiful to see with your Anorectic eyes?
Don't listen to people that use the word love without any reservation.
Self-Love will make me shrivel up and die from my world of starvation.


--- Kevin VanDeWalker

So Dale has a new tattoo. On his arse. Saying 'Living the dream, keeping it reem'

not cool

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Going to see the manager at Tranent Cop-op pharmacy on Friday to see if I can work there on Fridays and Saturdays! Means I'll be working 6 days a week but it's not like they're full days so it should be giiiiid :D